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30 July 2008 @ 12:46 am
take it.

If you refuse, don't be surprised if they aren't around when you drown.
today i recieved a compliment on my photographic skills. i also recieved a compliment on my cable rewiring skills.  baby steps.
11 July 2008 @ 02:59 am
today was a good day.

i played video games, which i thoroughly enjoyed. i went out among artist type people, which i also enjoy, and i went out to a bar, and i from what i'm told, i was quite flirty. good day.

sure i could have accomplished some tasks or some life building type of activities.
some days you have to just have a good time.

whoah, secret of life.
enjoy today. don't worry about the days before, or the days after. just this one. as it happens.

and now i sleep, and really look forward to the next one.

Current Mood: nerdy
28 June 2008 @ 03:28 pm
Wow, this feels like catching up with an old friend and seeing all the changes they have been through, all the things that they have been through, the new outfits, the new ideas. Anyhow.

I think livejournal is a way more appropriate place to write about what you're thinking or feeling. Its not the same as myspace where you're like, "hey everybody, look at me, here is why i'm upset this week"  It gets kind of old.

I've been living quite the life myself since i last posted. I've met people, i've fallen in love, i've fallen out of love. I've become a much more advanced photographer, and i've learned a lot about life in general about what works and what doesn't when dealing with others. I guess you could say i've been growing up.  I've started playing music again, which is refreshing.

deep down, i've got some issues that still need addressed, and i'm taking them one day at a time, making sure not to try and rush anything through the mill. I'm taking steps towards realizing who i am and who i am going to become. And i'm trying to do it with the least amount of social destruction as possible.

To end it, i think that i'm going to start coming here again, because i am kind of fed up with the social sites like myspace and facebook, i'm tired of applications, i'm tired of the "look at me look at me" bs, and i'm tired of the drama of "how come i'm not in your top friends list.

good afternoon. everybody,

i love ya all. whoever reads this.
17 January 2006 @ 06:51 pm
ah, the sweet sound of Sodastream. One show i'll never regret seeing. Two guys from australia, and hours of relaxing calm music. I had a bad day, and it all culminated in turning completely around because of these CDs....
thanks, Sodastream.
Current Mood: Better...
Current Music: Sodastream
05 December 2005 @ 10:38 pm
I have reason to begin school this spring semester.
I have reason to move to an apartment without a roomate.
I have reason to pay my bills ahead of time instead of one day late.

Fate has smiled upon me.
and i'm smiling back.
These are three goals that will be met without regard to outside circumstances.
I am not saying that i will try to meet them.
I am saying we greeted, had a few drinks, and are now bound together.
No one night stand with my goals this time around.

I have the drive.
I have the means.
I have that which i need.

I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready.
Current Mood: Far Beyond Driven
Current Music: The Atari's
12 November 2005 @ 11:41 am
hey guys,

what happened to us? we were hanging out, things were cool and then nothing. it wasn't ever my intention to be distant from you guys. what is going on? how is things in your lives? i know you've probably been pretty busy. i know i have. it just seems really odd to go from hanging out at least once a week to not speaking at all? is it something i said or did? if it is i would at least like the chance to apologize. and if it isn't, then what is it? whats going on?

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: DC for C- Stability EP
28 August 2005 @ 09:28 pm
Current Music: Infinite Number-New CD KICKS ASS
02 August 2005 @ 09:36 pm
I am now the proud uncle of a Jaiden Amber Kelly, born 5 pounds 15 ounces, 17 inches long, today, to the happy parents, Rachel and Vinny Kelly, also known as my sister and brother in law! pictures to come!
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
23 July 2005 @ 06:58 pm
this is more of an update than a full on blog entry.

after waking up on my first saturday off in quite a while, i decided it should go to home depot and get a bucket to help aid in the cleaning of my fish tank. it was at this point in which my car decided to pull a magical "i won't turn the starter for nothing" having just changed jobs and lacking any solid source of funds, i'm without a personal vehicle to get around.

while its great that this happened after i went back to cable express and i have transportation to and from work, it puts a huge hinderance on my plans for school. i'm SOL for at least a semester. I'm gonna try and sell some stuff of mine to make some extra cash, so if anybody reading this has a need for a 350mhz Pentium 2 computer with a 80 gig hard drive, a 60W guitar amp, an electric guitar, a 27 inch TV, or anything else at all that i own, leave a message and i'll be happy to arrange it.

RIP Buick. I think you've had your last repair. at least by me.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated